Bipolar is hitting hard this summer

Hello Hello! I just got home from the bowl. Jewel performed tonight. My dad got tickets for his cousin who just came from El Salvador and my uncle to go see the show tonight. My dad just got them the tickets because there was going to be fire works at the end. Anyway, my uncle showed up at the lot and I we gave him free parking. He's been calling me Charlie since I was little. (Its a nick name for Karla, So Ive heard) So when he showed he said "Hi Charlie! How are you sweety?!" I said "Im good! Just here working like a slave. Nothing new" Then I told him that I'll see him later cause I had to get back to work. Then he said "ok, thanks sweety! Love you!" and I said "Ok bye!" After the show ended he said "Thanks! Love you Charlie!"and I said "Byeeeeeeee!" Do you see anything WRONG with this picture?! I DO! I cant say IT back! I cant say "LOVE" back to ANYONE. Even to my family! I wanted to tell my uncle "You're welcome! I love you too joe!" But I couldnt! =( I cant say it my mom, dad, NOBODY. I just feel weird saying it. I think I wrote I LOVE YOU once in a birthday card for my mom. When she read it she said "WHAT! Do you mean it?!" I said "What the hell! YES!" Then she hugged me. Oh! and I think Ive said it while I was entoxicated too. But that doesnt REALLY count lol

Yeah . . . There's people that use that word like nothing. They say it like . . . . its just another word. Maybe it is JUST another word to them. Whatever. Moving on!

One of my friends (Im going to leave her name out of it, just in case) came to the bowl today and she showed me her ultrasound! Her baby looked like a little BEAN! I think she's about 1 month and a half preggers. Yeah. How exciting! I cant wait to meet the baby! =D I hope its a girl so I can get her all that disney crap! =D

I was itouch less today =( I gave my itouch to my co-worker. He's going to download some things onto it so I can get FREE aps and a lot of other "cool" things. I hope he finishes it today, I missed my music today =/

Sooooo, remember mystery man? Well! It turns out he knows someone from El Cap! Can you believe that! What a small world, eh?! Yeah, I couldnt believe it. So, I was talking to another co-worker from the bowl and I told him about my little infatuation with mystery man and it turns out that they're FRIENDS! OMG I was surprised! hahaha So, now me and my co-worker talk about mystery man. I enjoy talking to HIM about it more than talking to a GIRL about mystery man because (1) Theyre FRIENDS (2) They're the same species, MEN (3) Guys are funny when it comes to situations like these lol

I dont have any pictures for this blog. Sorry. I know some of you are VISUAL learners and you NEED visuals. But I dont have any today. Um . . . .

I think this is all. I go in at 11am tmrw at El Cap. I get to sleep in for a little bit, thank God! =D

Zzz . . .