"Fling 'Till You Fall In Love"

[CAUTION: Men/Guys/ Males you might want to skip this blog entry cause I'm going to talk about periods, blood, cramps, boys, sex, you know . . . things that "Gross" you guys out (except the sex part). If you decided to continue to read this lovely blog entry. Don't fucking judge me and say "Eww, did you read what Karla wrote on her blog! Can you believe she said that?!" I've said it before, it's my blog and I can write whatever I want. Nobody is forcing you to read this =) ENJOY!]
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I don't know where to begin . . . . Or HOW to begin.

When I went to work today, I swear I thought I was going to have the worst day ever because I was working with Sindy. It turned out to be great. We talked like nothing ever happened (Nothing happened between us, but it somehow turned to be very awkward when we saw each other all of a sudden). Then, later on Ana started her shift. I didn't know she was going to work. When she got to the floor WE started talking like we were bff's gossiping about boys and the psycho girl. I swear, girls are weird (including myself). She started gushing about this boy she likes then I started venting (not gushing) about boys. Well, a little gushing but mostly venting. I'm pretty sure we were just getting a long because we're both on the period, and all the estrogen floating around just made it happen.

Speaking of bloody periods. I went to go visit my pregnant friend at her job today. I bought her unborn baby the cutest high top converse ever. I walked inside her job and she was GLOWING. Awww, it filled my little greasy heart with JOY. She is showing now =) and she made me touch her belly. Her boobs are enormous! I told her "Geez! You're boobs are HUGE!" Then she said "Really? I thought they were shrinking (sarcasm) Do you want to touch them? (sarcasm again)" hahaha Awww, she looks so cute and puffy =) Tmrw is her birthday, Im taking her and her fetus to a restaurant! Yaaaaaay!

Now, for the serious stuff (ha!) . . .

DATING:
I went on my first real date ever in 2005. High school doesnt count. That shit is just . . . . NO. Does NOT count. Anyway. It was my first semester at SMC, I met this guy in my English class. His name was Mike . . . something. I forgot his last name. He asked if I wanted to go out on a date with him I said "sure" Eversince then, I've been on a couple dates here and there (not with the same guy from my English class). I swear I hate that feeling RIGHT before you're going to meet up for your date. It happens EVERY time. I HATE IT. I dont feel in control of the situation (at the moment) I have NO control of what my insides are feeling. I dont like that. I want to be in control of my emotions dammit. So, after those first dates there's usually NO second dates. Either because I'm NOT interested cause they said something stupid, or just because I didnt find them interesting. OR it's the other way around. When we DO go on a second date, that's usually a mistake.

There's a lot of girls who go on a zillion dates to "see what's out there" until either (A) They get sick and tired of dating and give up on dating. Period. (B) They find "The One" after the zillonth date (I dont think a zillion exists, but you know what I mean). Im very much in the A group right now. I just dont want to bother saying "Yes, lets go on a date so we can waste each other's time! Yay!" Some of you are probably like "But what if 'The One' asked you out and you said NO. And now you're going to grow old like the cat lady" (That's why I hate cats. They remind me of that stupid old grumpy lade with 14,387,150 cats) I dont have an answer to that (yet)! But I will, as soon as I think about it hard enough.

THEN we have the girls who never dated at all, because they found "The One" from the getco. I was talking to my friend the other day about this, and she said "Those girls that never dated, and never got a chance to experience dating different guys have a WHOLE empty chapter in their book. But OUR chapter is filled with stories, and stories!" She's right. I think her chapter on dating is far more . . . interesting than mine though. Now THAT girl has stories in her chapter! And NO she's not a whore. Its just the guys that she's gone out with are just UNBELIEVEABLE.

I would read her chapter over and OVER, just because I know it'll entertain me lol

There's this girl that who also blogs. Her blogs are GENIOUS. I love reading her blogs. This is a piece of one of her blogs:

"ps: a girl reader wrote to me and said that i should ‘fling till i fall in love’. which i totally agree with! that’s the thing: if i know one thing, it’s that I’m totally open to love. I’m not desperate to be in a relationship. But I’m also excited about when, where, and how my next love will come to me! I’m not bitter or jaded! Xo"

I Agree with her and her reader! I've witnessed desperate mesures that GIRLS do to impress a man. Let me tell you, its VERY very shameful! Ive witness desperate measures that girls go through to impress a boy, but NOT like the psycho girl that I work with. Ive never seen anything like THAT before. She's just unbelieveable! I think her situation has opened my eyes BIG time. I would rather eat dirt than to EVER turn out to be like her. I swear, I would hate myself if I ever turn out to be like her. Im NOT kidding! I mean, there's a certain extend that its ok to flirt and be cute with a guy. BUT once you cross that flirting line, THATS IT. You turned into the PSYCHO. Fuck that.

Im 85% that guys dont go through all this drama/stress/dating irritation like girls do. Right? Or maybe I'm wrong. Whatever.

SEX:
... I'll skip the sex part . . . for now. I'll write about this subject in another blog.

I cant write anymore, this heat in this room is irritating me.

He's A Banana Not A Canoe

Today was a funny day =) After school I went to go pick up Sergio & Soleil from work. I'm going to dinner tmrw and I wanted to know where the place was, so I wont get lost tmrw. So, Sergio & Soleil went with me. We found the place. It looked really nice from the outside =) I'll take pictures tmrw when I'm there (maybe).

After we found the place, we went to Mc. Donalds for lunch. After Mc. Donalds we went to TARGET! It was FUN! We tried on costumes fro Halloween! I'm pretty sure we weren't suppose to try them on, but whatever. Here are a couple pictures!


He's suppose to be a banana, NOT a canoe!
Rawr?
Soleil's a Grandma

After target we went to the Americana to watch "Extract". I swear that was the worst movie that I've seen this whole year. I was so not paying attention. It wasn't interesting. The actors looked boring, like they weren't having fun as they were filming it or something. It was horrible. HORRIBLE. Don't go see it, trust me!

We left the Americana about 5:20pm. We had to be at El Cap at 6pm sharp! They had their first talent show at El Cap and they were going to show a video that Sergio made before the show started. So, we just HAD to be there on time. I rushed it through traffic and we made it on time! We got to see Sergio's video on the big screen! As for the talent show itself, it was ok. Tom and Alec were the life of the show. They were so funny. I knew they were funny, but I didn't know they were THAT funny lol I would say 85% of the"performers" were people that worked across the street for the G Force experience. I didn't know any of them, and I don't care to know them. There were these three girls and they called themselves "Destiny's Child" and they "sang" a destiny's child song. OMG they were horrible. They weren't singing at all. The only part they sang was the part of the chorus.

Before these girls went up. These two girls went up there to "rap" OMG they had a paper in front of them and they didn't rap at all. They were reading off a paper. During their set, one of them said "Yeah! We're full time students!" WTF nobody cares biotch! They were annoying. Anyway, Tom and Alex saved the night though. They made it worth it hahaha OH! Jo Jo and Mary Patterson performed too! They were so cute on stage lol Wooo! El Cap ppl!


I should try to go to sleep now. Good Night!
Zzz

8 1/2 x 11 Please

Remember a while ago when school paper at STAPLES was 7 cents a pack? Well, my mom stocked up our living room with piles and piles of school paper for us. Ive been using that paper since my FIRST day of college at SMC with NO problem what so ever.

TODAY when I went to class, my professor gives me back a couple assignments that she graded. At the bottom of ALL the assignments it said "Use 8 1/2 x 11 Please!" I looked at my paper again, and I though "Huh? What's wrong with the size of my paper?!" I looked at everyone's paper and it looked the same size as mine.

When I got home I look at the package and its freakin 10 1/2 x 8! SHE MADE A DEAL ABOUT AN INCH difference! WTH. So, I looked through the piles and piles of school paper that we have and I found the size that she wants. Really?! No, other professor questioned my size of paper before. EVER.

Anyway . . .

While I was driving back from school, the car in front of me stopped cause it was a red light and the old lady puts her emergency lights on and she gets out the car. Then she walks to the bus stop and she just sits there. THEN the light turned GREEN and I'm behind her her and I cant move because there's cars next to me AND behind me! All I thought was "OMG this lady is crazy! She left her car in the middle of the street!" At first I thought "Oh, maybe her car broke down" But it didn't! She turned off the car! So, after a couple green lights, the car behind me backed up and we ALL finally got to leave!

THEN when I was on fairfax this car was next to me and his tire poped and it scared the crap out of me! I thought someone was going to bust a biggie smalls and shoot someone! It sounded like a gun fire. Stupid car scared me!

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This past Saturday I worked with Sergio at the D23 event at the Anaheim Convention Center. We worked the night shift and it was soooo cool! When we got there, we had to switch crews. I was the night lead so once I got there I met up with the morning lead and he had to explain everything to me in MINUTES because the van was waiting for him outside to take him back to El Cap. I swear he was speaking 900 words a minute! After he explained everything to me I was so lost lol I didn't know what to do lol So I went inside the auditorium and I told Sergio that I didn't know what I was supposed to do! He just told me to walk around, make sure everyone's where they're supposed to be. So, I did that. When we arrived they were having a panel discussion for princess and the frog. After that was over we had almost 2 hours to kill until the next event started. So Michael, the night manager tells me to gather everyone around inside the auditorium. So I did. Then he tells us that he talked to the catering company and they said it was ok for us to have dinner with the rest of the crew.

Then Michael told us to not eat like we've never eaten before lol So we all walk over to the breakroom and ALL the tech/lighting/stage people are there! So, we walk over to where the food is and its like a buffet style. Me and Sergio grabbed a plate and they had salad, mashed potatoes (with corn already IN it! It was so good!), steak, vegetables, and bread. After we had our food we had to sit with the tech/lighting/stage people because there were no empty tables. So, me, Sergio, Diana, Antoine, and Michael sit with these two tech/lighting/stage people. While we were eating Michael asked one of the tech/lighting/stage guys what they did. The guy said "Oh, I do the lighting here, and set up the stage" I was listening but at the same time I was talking to Sergio. I was multi tasking lol Then the guy said that he also sets up the stage for ATREYU. Atreyu is this metal band. When he said that I looked over at him, and he was just talking about the places that he has to go to with the band and blah blah blah.

Then I went back to talking to Sergio cause he wanted me to taste his long white bread stick! hahaha After dinner me and Sergio went outside the breakroom and right when we left the breakroom Star called him. So he was on the phone, and I told Sergio that I was going to go to the restroom. So, as I'm walking to the restroom I came across the guy that was sitting with us at the table (the one that works with the band). I saw him, but thats it. I wasnt planning on talking to him. To my surprise, he saw me and he walks over and he said "Hey! You guys got a free dinner huh?" I said "Uh . . Yeah! Our boss talked to someone and they let us eat with you guys" Then, I dont remember what we said, but I said "Ok, I'll see you later" Then he walked away and I just stood there. I FORGOT WHERE I WAS GOING! Then I looked at Sergio (He was still on the phone) and then I remembered that I was going to the restroom.

THEN once the second event started, I was inside the auditorium and I see the SAME guy walking towards me! I got a little nervous, I'm not going to lie! He said "Hey!" I said "Hello" Then he said "Guess what?" I said "What?" He said "You see those lights up there, I put those up there" I said "Really? Thats cool!" Then he said "You know, I do all those red carpet premieres at El Cap" I said "Oh Really? I think I've seen you there, but I'm not sure" Then he said "Yeah . . . What time are you guys out of here?" I said "The van picks us up at 10:30pm" Then he said "Oh, usually I would be gone by this time but they want be to stay until 11pm" I said "Oh, that's not that bad. It's just an hour away" THEN Antoine comes up to me and he says "Karla, there's this person in a wheelchair and theyre in the aisle. Should I move the chair so they can move over?" I said "Yes" Then the guy said "Oh, it seems like your busy ... Im going to go" I said "Yeah, Ok" OMG I WASN'T BUSY! lol Then I told Sergio what happened and Antoine was there too and Sergio called Antoine a cock blocker LMAO that was priceless! hahaha

Antoine is so ghetto lol He's so funny though. Overall, I really enjoyed that night! It was fun. I wish work was like that everyday =)

SO, the VMA's were last night. I watched Errrthang! Kanye is __________! You already know! Russell Brand is too funny. He made me laugh.

Um . . . What else?

Oh! Has anyone noticed the weather?!?! OMG Fall is NEAR! Thank God!!! YES! Everyone! Dust off those hoodies and scarfs! Woooooo!!!!! Im excited for the fall and winter. Hell Yes! WOOO!

Say Yes To The Dress

Since I have no second job anymore, I've been watching A LOT of TV. Yesterday morning I watched re-runs of "Project Runway" I love that show! After "Project Runway" I started watching re-runs of "Say Yes To The Dress" which is on the TLC channel. I freaking LOVE the TLC channel! If I had to pick ONLY two channels for ever and ever I would pick TLC and the Oxygen channel! (And Bravo) lol Anyway, "Say Yes To The Dress" is about a bride that goes into this popular wedding shop in Florida to look for her wedding dress. 99.9% of the girls that go there take their BFF and their mom.

I swear once the bride finds THEE dress that she LOVES but the MOM doesn't like it they go back into the dressing room and they change the dress!!! Why would you change your dress just because your MOM doesn't like it! All that matters is that YOU love it! It's YOUR wedding dress NOT your moms! 98% of the girls that are on this show find the PERFECT dress but then they end up changing it because their mom doesn't like it. These girls are 24-29 years old! Are you kidding me! You're an adult! You can make your own damn decisions!

When my mom got home from work last night, we started watching it together and I told my mom "When we go wedding dress shopping and if you dont love the dress that I pick out, I'm still going to buy it cause its MY dress!" and my mom said "Yeah, it's your dress! I'm not going to tell you what to wear on your wedding day!" I love my mom! hahaha

These moms on the show are CRAZY! Your daughter is getting married! Stop controlling her! She's going to move on to make her own family. Get over it! You guys should watch this show. It'll get you frustrated hahaha

Ok, I need to go get ready now. Bye Bye!

Wave Goodbye

This past Thursday I went to the FINAL Nine Inch Nails show ever. This was their last show ever (as NIN). The concert took place at The Wiltern (4 blocks from my house) My brother arrived at The Wiltern at 7am to start making line. When he arrived, there were 50 people in front of him already. The people in the front of the line started making like the night BEFORE. I showed up at 11am. They opened the doors at 7pm and the show started at 8pm. So, I was in line for about 8 hours. My brother was in line for about 12 hours. Yeah I know, we're "Crazy" Anyway, once we were inside I walked straight into the pit area and I sat on the floor waiting for 8pm to come. The first band io echo, were pretty good. After io echo played, they started setting up for NIN.

Sleeping in line
The first guy (with the green jacket) flew in from San Francisco. The fourth & fifth guy (with the beard and the black shirt, and the one with the white shirt) flew in from CANADA!

io echo
io echo

While they were setting up for NIN all there celebrities starting showing up. They all sat in the balcony area. I think they were scared to be in the pit. The first one that I saw was Tony from No Doubt, he was with his brunette pretty girlfriend. Is she a model? She looked like one. After Tony I saw Ron Jeremy (Yes, the famous porn star). Then I saw Tony Hawk. My brother said Rob Zombie was there also, and Eddie Van Hallen, and more.

Ron Jeremy
Tony

Once they were done setting up. NIN took the stage. I swear you could feel everyone's energy and excitement in that building. When the lights went down, I swear I got the chills from head to toe. I dont know how to describe it! It was amazing. People were crying, people were singing to every single lyric. My brother told me "Dude, we're at a historic show!!!" hahaha We WERE at a historic show! NIN took the stage about 9:30pm - 1am. 3 hours and a half of JUST NIN. That was a tiring show though. When we left the venue was SO tired. I swear, I got home and I knocked out! Overall it was amazing!




Dave Navarro with NIN




After the show
Wristbands


and ..... THE SETLIST

1. Home
2. Somewhat Damaged
3. The Collector
4. Discipline
5. March of the Pigs
6. Something I Can Never Have
7. The Frail
8. The Wretched
9. Ruiner
10. Head Down
11. Burn
12. Just Like You Imagined (with Mike Garson)
13. La Mer (with Mike Garson)
14. Eraser (with Mike Garson)
15. The Becoming (with Mike Garson)
16. Down In The Park (with Gary Numan)
17. Metal (with Gary Numan)
18. I Die: You Die (with Gary Numan)
19. 1,000,000
20. Letting You
21. Survivalism
22. Suck
23. Down In It
24. The Hand That Feeds
25. Head Like a Hole

Encore:

26. Me, I'm Not (with Atticus Ross)
27. The Warning
28. Piggy (Nothing Can Stop Me Now)
29. Gave Up
30. Mr. Self Destruct
31. Wish

Encore 2:

32. Atmosphere
33. Dead Souls
34. The Good Soldier
35. The Day The World Went Away
36. Hurt
37. In This Twilight

Concert Update!

OMG I just bought my NIN ticket! This is the LAST show of the tour EVER! Eeek!!! How EXCITING!!!! Ok, here's the updated version of my concert calendar! YAY!!!! Wow, NIN!!! =D


September 10 - NIN @ The Wiltern
September 17 - Every Time I Die @ House of Blues (Hollywood)
October 9 - Thursday @ The Knitting Factory
October 17 - Brand New @ Hollywood Palladium
October 18 - Brand New @ Hollywood Palladium
November 23 - Thrice @ The Avalon
November 24 - Thrice @ House of Blues (Anaheim)
November 25 - Thrice @ House of Blues (Anaheim)

YaaaaaaaY! =D

Sex & The City & PBJ Sandwhich!

I just had two tylenol's and a capri sun, so I should be good while I write this blog. Where do I start . . . Oh yes! On Friday I went out with Sergio & Soleil. We went to the Disney studio in Burbank to purchase some movie tickets. Since we're part of "Disney" we get discounts on movie tickets. After we purchased our movie tickets we went to the AMC theater in Burbank to watch "All About Steve" I give that movie a 4 out of 10. Some parts were a little boring, and it reminded me TOO much of this one idiot that I work with.

Speaking of the idiot, later that afternoon I was suppose to see THE USED at jimmy kimmel. I had my tickets ready and everything. BUT this moron wanted to go with me, because she wanted to see this guy that she likes (He works for Jimmy Kimmel). She somehow ended up getting tickets to see the used too. I did NOT want to go with her because she was totally going to ruin my evening and she was NOT going to let me enjoy the show! And PLUS I was going to be in the front, by the barricade and she would have most likely complained the WHOLE time! Anyhow, this bitch called me, text me, left me voicemails, text Soleil, she left me stuff on facebook, she ASKED a co worker to send me a message on twitter! She's unfuckingbelieveable! She text me A LOT! I would think she'll get the POINT after me NOT responding to all those messages! I would THINK! But NO! She's fucking PSYCHO! Then I decided to NOT go to the show at all, because I thought that her bitch ass was going to be there looking for me. I was SO pissed off. I was angry and frustrated! ALL OVER A FUCKING GUY! She doesnt even know who THE USED are! Thats ONE thing that really gets me mad! Someone that goes to shows when they dont even like the band! There might be REAL fans outside who didnt get tickets and they had to watch from the rooftop. When THEY could have used the tickets that SHE had! Ugh!!!!! Stupid STUPID bitch!!!!!

After I decided to NOT go to the show. Sergio, Soleil, and I headed to the Beverly Center. We were on a hunt for Sergio's clothes for NY. He found a really nice coat, a beanie, and a scarf at H&M.
This is the coat =)

This is how much he spent on those 3 things. Big Bollah!

THEN we went to Target to hunt for Soleils boots for NY. She tried on these black boots, but she didnt like them.

After we left target I wanted to pass by Jimmy Kimmel, just because I wanted to. When we passed by they were in the middle of the new song then they started playing "A Box Full Of Sharp Objects" I put my emergency lights on and we watch from the street. We left during the song. All I thought was "That fucking hood rat is in there watching the show!" I later found out that the stupid biotch went to the jimmy kimmel show to look for me and when she saw that I wasnt there she left. I hate her, I really do. The first time she made me miss the smashing pumpkins, cause it was her bday dinner. It wasnt her fault, but still. THE SMASHING PUMPKINS!!!! Omg, im an idiot. I cant believe I missed that show. I had FREE PIT TICKETS!!! I swear, sometimes I make the stupidest decisions ever. I shall learn from them though. NEVER AGAIN! Free PIT tickets, geez. . . . .

After, we went to have dinner at this mexican restaurant by Sergio's house. They have really good food there. While we were there, Sergio & Soleil tried to cheer me up, they really did (THANKS =]) What kinda cheered me up was when I was on my way to drop off Soleil she started singing the 2 thrice songs that she learned by heart lol that was the coolest thing ever. I swear it felt weird to hear SOLEIL sing a thrice song. She did a good job though hahaha I cant wait for the thrice show =) So, on our way to her house we passed by the palladium and Soleil was kind enought to get out the car and take this picture for me =)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Since I quit the bowl I have all this free time. So yesterday (Saturday) I took my mom to the griddle on sunset. I love that place. The food is SO good! Everytime I go there, I ALWAYS get the grilled chicken avocado sandwhich with steak fries. But yesterday I got the "Baked Potatoe Omelette" It was GOOD! =) My mom liked it too =) Our waiter was soooo pretty! He was so nice and hot =) hahaha while we were waiting for our food my text me and the text read: "The guy next to you is cute huh?" hahaha I LOL! hahaha He was cute too lol He was with this hoochie though. She was wearing WAY too much makeup, she had little booty shorts, you can see her celulite while she was SITTING, she tried WAY too hard to impress him, she talked about the stupidest things. He looked bored. And she had COFFEE when it was like 100 degrees outside!

Anyway . . . .

After we ate I called Nene to see if he wanted to go to the movies, since he was home. He said yes. So we went to go pick him up. My mom has a lot of free AMC tickets so, we went over to the Burbank theater (again) and we went to go watch "District 9" while the previews were going on I told Sergio "I bet you $5 that my mom is going to go to sleep!" He just laughed lol Um . . . about 15 miutes into the movie I look over to my mom and she's KNOCKED OUT! hahahaha!!!! and I tell Sergio and he just laughed LOL It was so funny. I could tell you this much, I really liked "District 9" better than "All About Steve"

After the movie we headed over to ROSS where Sergio held his mini runway show! (PETA, this is not real fur so calm down!)



Work It!
Then we went to Old Navy. Oh my mom bought us Pretzals Mmmm!
My mom wanted to take a picture with the horses lol
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TODAY I went to Glendale, to go look for those damn boots. First I went to the nordtrom rack. I walked over the shoe section and they had all these rain boots! So I look and I found the perfect ones! They were beautiful! The things is that they didnt have it in my size!!!! THEN I see this lady walking by and she had MY boots in MY size!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! When I saw her I swear I followed her around the store hoping that she'll leave the boots somewhere. But NO, she bought them =( I was SO bummed out. My mom said, we;ll come back next week. I said NO lol I was so sad =( those were THEE ones! Since I didnt my boots, I bought a harajuku watch an eyeshadow and a nail polish =(

Also on friday I went to the MAC store at the Beverly Center and I bought these 2 eye shadows. The MA that helped me looked so pretty! She looked like a pretty pin up barbie doll! =)

Violet Trance
Off The Paige

I completely forgot that I dont go to school tmrw! YAY! NO SCHOOL!!!!! I got to work in the evening though. Hooray $! Im going to go watch sex and the city now, while I do my nails with this new pretty nail polish!

Bye Bye!

Tell It Like It Is

I'm just going to ramble about things. So, if you're not interested then you should stop reading this blog . . . .NOW!

So, there's this girl that I know. She really likes this guy. She hasn't known him for a long time in fact, their longest conversation had to be about 5 minutes or less I would assume from what she's said. She is completely over heels for this guy. I've seen them talk before, and honestly I don't think he's interested in her LIKE THAT. I think he thinks that she's maybe cool, and a nice girl but THAT'S IT. Maybe I'm wrong, who knows (Well, he obviously knows). My point is, why go head over heels for someone that you BARELY know? Don't people go head over heels once they start to actually get to KNOW the person, and realize "Holy crap! I think I really like this person! They make me get dinosaurs in my tummy every time they smile at me!" Once you get to THAT point, then go ahead and take that elevator to cloud 9! But if you JUST met this person and all of a sudden you think he's the ONE, isn't that just lust? physical attraction? horny? stupid? I don't know? Right? Am I making sense here, or gwat? It makes sense in my brain hahaha

::sighs::

Another thing! Why do some couples hide things from each other? That REALLY doesn't make sense to me at ALL. I mean if you're a couple shouldn't you trust each other and feel comfortable and be able to tell each other ANYTHING? For example (I'm going to change the names, and scenario for the sake of . . . . I don't know tbh) Brandon (Yes, I chose Brandon because of Brandon Boyd) has a girlfriend. Her name is . . . . . Emma! So, me and Brandon went to Jamba Juice and he got a chocolate shake (Yes, I know that they don't make those. I'm changing the story) and after we left the store he tells me "Don't tell Emma that I came here ok?!" WTF! really? You cant go to jamba juice without getting yelled at! Really?! That's fucking pathetic.

Its just JAMBA JUICE! Its not like Brandon went to a strip club, or another girl's house! ... JAMBA JUICE!

Wow, I don't understand those relationships. I really don't. Then there's the ones that the guy fucked up and he cheated on the girlfriend. FIRST OF ALL why would you go back with a CHEATER? WHY! There's NO excuse to go back with a cheater. That means that at ONE point he STOPPED loving you, he STOPPED caring for you, he STOPPED giving a shit about you! Why would you want to go back with someone like that? Really? SECOND OF ALL, when the girl takes them back they turn into this psycho, CIA, controlling monster! Yeah, you have the right to keep your cheating man on check but when you're doing this you're just making yourself look like an idiot. AND you're making HIM look like the victim. Like he's the one that's being harassed in the relationship (and he probably is too). All I'm saying is, if you took him back just have a SERIOUS threatening conversation with him ONCE and let him know from the gecko if he FUCKS up ONE more that THAT's IT. But don't turn into a psycho monster girl. That's not cute.

Yes, I understand that SOME relationships are a little complicated and sometimes rough. BUT you don't have to TURN into a moron-airhead once you're IN a relationship. You still have a mind OF YOUR OWN. You can make your OWN decisions. You're with that person for companionship for your life. That doesn't mean that you have to depend on them to GET YOU THROUGH life! What if you're both in an old age and one of you has a stroke and dies? are you going to stop living the little life that YOU have left? Fuck NO! Yes, its going to be depressing and lonely for a while but get the fuck back up and LIVE the rest of your life! Really.

This whole blog is MY opinion, and mine ONLY. You may not agree with it, and I really don't care if you agree or not. I'm just pouring out whats in my mind right now. I remember when I worked at Jack in the Box there was this girl, she was a hardcore gangster and she had a tattoo on her back that said "TELL IT LIKE IT IS" and I'll never forget the explanation that she gave me of WHY she got that tattoo. I remember her explanation but I don't remember her name LOL

And NO I'm not pms'ing. I'm NOT angry. I've been wanting to write a blog about this for a while now, I just never had the time to actually do one. Anyway, I think that's all I had to say about that topic. I'm pretty sure there's more in the back of my brain somewhere. When they decide to come out, I'll make sure I'll write it here =)

Tmrw Im off to a show and a movie! =)

Oh! Did I mention that I QUIT the bowl? Yes, Yes I did =)

Karaoke TIME!

Today I hanged out with Sergio & Jessica. Me and Jessica made peace after a year and I don't know how many moths. So, we decided to hang out on her 21st birthday (today, September 2nd)

I had class this morning at 9:30am. I had to take care of some business, so I ended up leaving my house at 8:30am. I swear traffic was SO bad this morning! It was horrible! I took the street because I KNEW the freeway was going to be worse. Once I got to the parking lot, there was NO parking! So what I did was that I parked against a wall. That wasn't a parking spot but I made it one, cause I was late for class. I walked into class at 10:03am. 33 minutes late. When I walked in, they were already working on a class assignment. I was so confused. I walked in, in the middle of it. 10 minutes later, she puts us in groups. I HATE BEING IN GROUPS. Anyway, after class was over I headed back to the parking lot and there were about 20 other cars parked against the wall behind me! hahaha "Monkey see, Monkey do!" hahaha

After I left, I headed over to pick up Jessica. After I picked her up we went to go pick up Sergio. Then we went to the americana to watch TAKING WOODSTOCK. I had high expectations for this movie. The movie was great, until the end. Throughout the WHOLE movie they didn't show ONE musical performance! Then I thought, "Oh, maybe they'll show it at the end" Nope, NOTHING. They didn't show not ONE band play. I thought maybe they were going to show clips of the actual Woodstock, but they didn't either. I give the movie a 7.5 out of 10.

After the movie we went to target to buy junk food, then we headed over to little ceasers to buy pizzas. We had a little picnic at the park. We were HUNGRY. After the feast at the park, we went to a Korean karaoke place. Ive never been to a karaoke place before. OMG IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. This place was a little ghetto, but it was FUN lol It was $20 an hour and they give you, your own private room with 2 mics and disco lights and laser pointers and the works. They have HUNDREDS and HUNDREDS of songs! From country to rap to pop to ANYTHING! The ONLY bad thing about that place was that they have NO A/C! They just had a fan for us in the room. That was the only bad thing about this place. Other than that I loved it lol

Here are some pictures!